Reflections
on Unemployment aka - Day Two of Unemployment
Time
has no meaning. Suddenly, there is no real need to hurry.
Coffee
tastes much better when hot, and is taken at your own pace.
Suddenly
the weather is nice, and you don't feel bitter about it
because you're stuck indoors far from windows and fresh
air.
There
are birds. Birds chirp. Birds are unemployed too!
Construction
happens, it starts early and it continues throughout the
day. And, according to The Law of Construction there shalt
always be noise from loud machinery and equally loud cursing
construction workers on any even day you are resting peacefully
at home.
Work
accessories, such as tight shoes and briefcases are best
put away in the closet.
Hair
dryers are superfluous.
Any
additions to the list?
a
<sunday
june 15, 2003 - 9:23 p.m.>
So
Friday was my last day at work. I will still be doing little
jobs for Nortext, but it will be from home in the evenings.
Friday
was uneventful. It was a little sad to see my desk cleared
off, and totally devoid of anything of me. In fact,
it looked like I'd never been there.
It
was pouring rain. And this is going to sound hokey, but as
the door closed behind me, and I stood for a few seconds to
watch the rain come down, I took a deep breath and suddenly
I realized what a big thing this was. That I was experiencing
one of those lifetime milestones we look back upon as we grow
older. This is the point where everything is going to change.
-
Here
is the much-anticipated Ode to Stay Ups.
But
first, a little background.
My
friend Cindy and I shared a fourth-year Romantic Lit class
at Carleton U. And no, it wasn't an in-depth study of the
Harlequin romance novel, it was a study of poetry from the
so-called Romantic era; Shelley, Wordsworth, Coleridge and
the like.
Anyway,
it was an extremely dry class. To pass the time, Cindy and
I passed notes back and forth.
Cindy
faxed this, the Ode in two parts, to me at the office on Thursday.
I am including the cover page. I find it hilarious that she
marked it Urgent and For Review.
Why
did I write it? I can't really say. Why does one write anything?
Funny thing is, that if I hadn't signed it, or been able to
recognize my handwriting, I wouldn't have known it was mine.
It is an unfinished work. I think I started down a particular
road and left my idea incomplete...
But
a big thanks to my dear Cindy. You totally made my day when
I really needed it. I hope you know that. :)
And
so here it is. Click on the first sheet to get to the
second, and vice versa.
What
else?
Well,
as of tomorrow, life is going to be pretty different around
here. Stay tuned for updates.